For it is how it could be and it would be.
Whatever is happening or happened is none of your concern until you are directly involved in the particular one.
Take your chance of life to live it in the best possible way that you are able to build up.
It is always up to you and sure it will be. Inspiration is one thing that you can rely on to keep moving towards your best possible way that you have imagined.
You should be enthusiastic about one thing that you wanna do right now. And encouragement may be what is missing then to get it. For that, you should have an insight of yourself to recognize what is missing from your side to reach up to that point. Even finding insight of your mind will let you understand yourself first. For this is the real thing, which is really owned by you at all.
Remember you can get some inspiration that you need from yourselves within.